Reflections--Acceptance--002  Yep today is a timid Thursday as I have plenty to get done while already feeling anxious about the upcoming week ahead.

Today I have some writing to do, some errands to run, a room to get ready for a political time donation and an appetite to watch.

Today I am told to stop taking my daily fish oil and baby aspirin as I start counting down the hours to my next step in major health adjustment.

Today I share my anxiousness for the first time about my upcoming new health adventure.

For on Tuesday I go into the hospital, not so much for my COPD – but for my ticker.

See my ticker is having some electrical malfunctions.

See my ticker thinks I can get by on a heart rate as low as 27 during my sleep time while ticking along at 45-51 during my waking hours – and well my cardiologist (and myself) says that just should not happen.

So on Tuesday I go in and get a pacemaker to help the electrical system of my ticker to run on a more stable pace.

So for now that is why for me this is a timid Thursday.

And for now that is all I have to say about it, but maybe tomorrow – well who knows I may have more to share.

So for now I say – please remember if you or anyone you know have any symptoms involving lung and breathing functionality, and they linger over and over while disrupting a lifestyle – then please ask questions and get it checked out.

Remember always that without breathing a person is without life itself.

With that I bid to all – smiles, prayers, blessings and steady breathing – Mr. William.

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